Now I don't mean to sound strange or anything, but today it hit me, that its my last day as a teenager.
How did this happen, well a simple discussion about birthdays led me to realise, after today, I have to behave responsibly (*crap*). You know how some of us as kids always dreamt of growing up and being all responsible and stuff, I DID NOT!
However as one of the things that one tends to learn, is that any event or time, will occur when it has to. You cannot do anything about it. You must change according to it. It does however feel different. imean the kid who till two days ago, was playing on a swivelling chair has to be all responsible and mature. Not very confidence inspiring you know.I mean I get, it all this started when I was 18, but still the fact that now there is no turning back and no buffer. It gets like a battle from here. That hits.
I believe the age of 19 is like "Intro To Adulthood 101".
However from here on it gets all serious and stuck up. I'll have to be all cynical, and criticise whatever the government does, and pretend I know more about sports than the players themselves. Cry about taxes, and how inflation will be the death of this country.
Talk about a Peter Pan Problem.
How did this happen, well a simple discussion about birthdays led me to realise, after today, I have to behave responsibly (*crap*). You know how some of us as kids always dreamt of growing up and being all responsible and stuff, I DID NOT!
However as one of the things that one tends to learn, is that any event or time, will occur when it has to. You cannot do anything about it. You must change according to it. It does however feel different. imean the kid who till two days ago, was playing on a swivelling chair has to be all responsible and mature. Not very confidence inspiring you know.I mean I get, it all this started when I was 18, but still the fact that now there is no turning back and no buffer. It gets like a battle from here. That hits.
I believe the age of 19 is like "Intro To Adulthood 101".
However from here on it gets all serious and stuck up. I'll have to be all cynical, and criticise whatever the government does, and pretend I know more about sports than the players themselves. Cry about taxes, and how inflation will be the death of this country.
Talk about a Peter Pan Problem.
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